Post by Haley on Apr 20, 2006 23:13:28 GMT -5
I decided to write how I started liking him and eventually began to love him.
It started when I was younger, I think 13 or 14 when I first saw "Blow" It was amazing Thats when I started noticing him and watching him. That movie really touched me alot, I musta been crying for like a hour after I watched that movie. He truely made that role his own. Then other movies of his caught my eye. I love his choices in film thats what made me fall in love with him. Yes of course hes cute but I love him for the person inside of him.
When I began watching and reading interviews he has been in, I felt really drawn to him. His life story sounds like mine, in a way. He had some tough times and what he went through when he was younger, is what Im experencing right now. Johnny has gotten me through some really tuff times in my life where I thought it was pointless to go on. Even now, with everything thats going on, all the money problems we're having I feel like just runing myself into misery. I dont know where I would be if I havent found out about Johnny, Hes my hero. He keeps me going. Even being soo far away from me. And only knowing him through the television screen, I feel really close to him. It seems like he would be the only person who understood how I feel sometimes, cause he has dealt with it. Ive noticied through the time I didnt know him I was really down, and in a low place. I had alot of time to think, and thinking about things happening in my life would lead me to a mental hospital.. Its like when I began liking him, all I would do is think of him. That if he can make it, so can I. Thats why I love him so much. Hes incredible to me.
Hes such an amazing actor and a wonderful person to me. His talent can not be mistaken. Johnny truely is a different person from all the other "celebrities" I wouldnt call Johnny that, hes a real person, not a trophy. He does films about people with real problems and real situations. Not another gun movie.
Hes only himself and noone else. I love that about him, I admire it. Im really glad he didnt get sucked into "that world" hes in. He just does what he feels is right. I wish I could do that, watching him, some day I can. I hide alot of things about myself sometimes. Maybe not myself but my past. I realized Ive only really talked about it on here. Its so painful to think about. Considering the way things are right now in my house It brings back alot of bad memories. I once almost did drugs and drank, just so I wouldnt have to be in reality any more. So I wouldnt have to see what my life is really like. Johnny Depp is my escape now. Watching his films and listening to his words during an interview. Hes inspiring. He helps me to believe in myself when noone else is. Days when I felt like I was the only one that has to go through this, I'd think of him, knowing he survived his past. Makes me believe that someday I will too. Some day I will find happyness of a whole different world.
There is no real words to describe how much Johnny has effected me in my life. The fact that I only know him through the screen is crazy. Some days I feel like hes right next to me telling me to move forward. He is and will forever be my hero.
It started when I was younger, I think 13 or 14 when I first saw "Blow" It was amazing Thats when I started noticing him and watching him. That movie really touched me alot, I musta been crying for like a hour after I watched that movie. He truely made that role his own. Then other movies of his caught my eye. I love his choices in film thats what made me fall in love with him. Yes of course hes cute but I love him for the person inside of him.
When I began watching and reading interviews he has been in, I felt really drawn to him. His life story sounds like mine, in a way. He had some tough times and what he went through when he was younger, is what Im experencing right now. Johnny has gotten me through some really tuff times in my life where I thought it was pointless to go on. Even now, with everything thats going on, all the money problems we're having I feel like just runing myself into misery. I dont know where I would be if I havent found out about Johnny, Hes my hero. He keeps me going. Even being soo far away from me. And only knowing him through the television screen, I feel really close to him. It seems like he would be the only person who understood how I feel sometimes, cause he has dealt with it. Ive noticied through the time I didnt know him I was really down, and in a low place. I had alot of time to think, and thinking about things happening in my life would lead me to a mental hospital.. Its like when I began liking him, all I would do is think of him. That if he can make it, so can I. Thats why I love him so much. Hes incredible to me.
Hes such an amazing actor and a wonderful person to me. His talent can not be mistaken. Johnny truely is a different person from all the other "celebrities" I wouldnt call Johnny that, hes a real person, not a trophy. He does films about people with real problems and real situations. Not another gun movie.
Hes only himself and noone else. I love that about him, I admire it. Im really glad he didnt get sucked into "that world" hes in. He just does what he feels is right. I wish I could do that, watching him, some day I can. I hide alot of things about myself sometimes. Maybe not myself but my past. I realized Ive only really talked about it on here. Its so painful to think about. Considering the way things are right now in my house It brings back alot of bad memories. I once almost did drugs and drank, just so I wouldnt have to be in reality any more. So I wouldnt have to see what my life is really like. Johnny Depp is my escape now. Watching his films and listening to his words during an interview. Hes inspiring. He helps me to believe in myself when noone else is. Days when I felt like I was the only one that has to go through this, I'd think of him, knowing he survived his past. Makes me believe that someday I will too. Some day I will find happyness of a whole different world.
There is no real words to describe how much Johnny has effected me in my life. The fact that I only know him through the screen is crazy. Some days I feel like hes right next to me telling me to move forward. He is and will forever be my hero.
